I've just been made a fool. Why do things go out of control just when it seemed to fall in place nicely? Why do things have to end up this way? I mean i hadn't done anything wrong to deserve all the shit i'm getting now. Do people have to take me for granted when i'm being nice to them? I just don't wanna make things difficult for everyone, but i feel as though people are making use of me so that they can get things their way, simply because of the fact that they know i wouldn't mind. But the farking thing is, i do mind. I mind i mind n i mind. I just don't wanna show it out to make others unhappy. And because of this, I get myself hurt, time and again. Is it fair to me? Don't people ever show any form of concern for me and just step back n think twice if i deserve such "treatments"? Fark the ex girlfriend for shedding crocodile tears, fark him for allowing her to manipulate him, fark the other he who tried to be funny with me, fark myself for wanting to be nice n unselfish, fark myself again for not pursuing what i want, Fark the entire world.I wanna cry so much. I just wanna be loved. Right now. At least show that you care. You seem to n u seem not to. I don't know. Maybe i'm becoming immuned to what's happening to me. Maybe it's just because i've not been drinking enough water that's why tears do not fall. Isn't anyone there to share my pain...? The friggin pain which i went through countless times n yet i do not learn? I just need a hug n shoulder to cry on, to just let me vent my frustrations. You said u don't wanna hurt no one, but did u realise how much u hurt me with all the responsibilities u wanna undertake n ur uncertainties...?We were painting such a beautiful ending until you decided that you want me away.
Qeite < 4:37 PM
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profile n.a.m.e. Weiling a.k.a. Qeite a.g.e. fuckin' 20 b.i.r.t.h.d.a.y. 030285 h.o.r.o.s.c.o.p.e. aquarius
l.o.v.e.s. werkin', sleepin my ass off, cyndi, elaine, cissy, wanlung, food, photo-taking h.a.t.e.s. food as well, studying
look what you've done Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
