Tuesday, March 29, 2005
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n. i. tripped. n. kinda. fell. on. my. own.
yeaps. n dat was wad happened when i was at heeren with lung. i didn't see the step in front of me n *thump* i tripped n kinda fell on my own. n lung was "huh?" "dun worry dun worry. nobody saw." n den on the escalator he had to laugh at me. fuck him. but i ended up laffing myself as well. ah.. how careless can i get. kekek. oh yea. n when we were on the escalator going up to the theatres at lido, a fat girl in front of us talked to him.
fat girl: sorry, can i noe the time now?
lung: it's 1.55
fat girl: oh so it's close to 2 huh?
lung: err yea.
fat girl: u're pretty sporty huh? u like yellow alot don't u? (lung was clad in yellow dat day)
lung: er yea. (i was giggling away hur hur.)
we made our way to isetan's polo sport.
fat girl: r u gonna catch a show?
lung: err yea, but not yet.
fat girl: what show are u gonna catch? have u watched ms congeniality? i hear it's good u noe? maybe u should catch it.
lung: er alright thanks. shall think about it.
fat girl: ok bye.
n lung was totally freaked out.
he had his microscopic eyes on making sure that he wouldn't see that girl appearing right before him and when we reached the ticketing office, there she was, chatting some mat yo yos up. he frozed n turned his back to walk immediately, quickening his pace. how silly can he get.
oh yea, we caught "hostage", a thriller, starring bruce willis. the plot is pretty alright tho' a tad unrealistic. bcos the entire action is blown up just bcos of 3 fuckin' teenagers. bLrRgh.
anyway, my foot really hurts now. i'm gonna be a sin-seh n try to rub the pain off my poor size-9 foot. birks really works. it puts my foot into place and when i walk, it isn't dat painful. u should get a pair too. i'm planning to get another one.
oh yes, elaine. i'm fuckin' sure that ur "white skinned pig" title still holds. i'm definitely tanner than u now. hahahahaha.
Qeite < 3:24 PM
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Friday, March 25, 2005
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sometimes i need company, sometimes i don't
i feel that all the time. when i need you, i'll be an irritatin' pesky fly who comes around buzzing like nobody's business and when i just wanna be alone, i simply wouldn't wan u to be around. this always happens to my family n lung, tho. somehow i need my frens all the time. eheh. but thank god these people are compromising n gives me lotsaaaaaa space for myself. =)
happy birthday ember!!! the sweeeeeetest thang on earth. lurve ya soooo much bcos u're sucha nice fren i wudn't wanna do without...! oh yea, eveyrbody lurrves ur blog, no doubt abt that! keke!
lung, sometimes i wonder if i do deserve a person like you. i dun know how u managed to fit urself into my life so perfectly and how u just got me to do household chores ard ur house willingly without any form of "please?" requests. whatever the case is, thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. =D
my dearest elaineeeeee. rough patch now, but all's gonna go well in no time yea? just give urself a break at this time n enjoy doing the things that u wanna do. just chilllllllll. =) love ya sweetie.
i went to fuckin' sentosa today!!!!!! on good friday!!! how sucky can that get. it was soooooooo packed so packed. i couldn't take it man~ plus the fact that i had to end up waiting for cindy n mal near to an hour didn't help. got me real pissed. i really hate late comers. no sense of punctuality and if they're gonna be late, do they not have any basic courtesy to inform their mates that they'll be late and how late they're gonna be? bladdy hell. but at the end of the day, my anger dies off the moment they turn up. tsk tsk. it was pretty enjoyable, tho, to be lazing on the beach just to tan n talk. keke.
cindy to weiling: he(mal) just won't admit to the fact that i'm "tanner" than him!!
mal to cindy: u're not tanner ("tenor"), u're a soprano.
princess haha n whinerpork, u did it. my ultimate joke of the day. n of korse i wun forget our scripting for yellow bikini n white berms. haha.
n yes, i'm back to my exercise regime!! i so wanna get into shape nowwwwwwww!! my crunches n hula-hooping days are back. woo-hoo! :P
Qeite < 11:43 PM
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Friday, March 18, 2005
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gosh. i've been busy!
tadah! n i'm back. hmm...! i have officially ended my italian for beginners n i really luuuurve italian nowww...! n i so wanna carry on learning it but i gotta put the next module on hold for 2 months bcos nobody's gonna sponsor me for the course now. sigh...! n i was sooooooooooooooooooooo fuckin' dumb on wednesday becoz i thot i was werkin' n when i happily reached the hotel n got changed i met my captn in the locker room.
captain zub: ayyyy!! good morning darlin'!!
me: zuuuuB! morning'! wa lao eh so late ah u. i'm going up first.
captn: eh wait. today u working meh?
me: not werkin meh?
captn: no, today u not werkin' u sor high. did u find ur name at the security checkpoint?
me: no, but i thot maybe u guys left my name out.
captn: nononon! today u not werkin' ler...!
me: fark me. ch** by*. so? now how? go home?
captn: ya lah. u not werking wad. come for waD? miss the hotel so much ah. go home lah
me: ok lah. bye.
bladdy hell. n i should should should should have gone to fuckin' sentosa with the sexy babes!!!!! n attract some indians!! tsk tsk!!
love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. love never ends.
L o v e N e v e r F a i l s.
Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8
i always take this as a guide for me when i love. sounds silly but i do believe that's what love is and how it should be like. =) many a time we find ourselves insecure. maybe u don't realise it or maybe u do, n that's y u start getting all jealous over l'il things. bcos u're afraid of losing it. bcos u're afraid to get hurt. n in the course of it, u probably wouldn't give ur all. peeps, if u really think that the person u're with is somebody u really love, give ur all. don't be afraid of gettin hurt. bcos no matter what, u're still gonna end up hurt if it turns out to be nothing in the end. n at least by knowing that u've put in ur best n u failed, u gained something from it, u learned something from it. =)
Qeite < 1:33 AM
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Thursday, March 10, 2005
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all's over. ALL.
yeaps... my edited cpm is done and ready for submission today.. phew. *heaves a sigh of relief* had a talk wif cissy on the phone last night and guess wad... she's leaving for either the univeristy of hk or the design school in london to further her studies on apparel design. i feel happy for her, really. but when i think about not being able to see her, i'm kinda sad.
elaine, cindy, cissy and i have been friends for a really long time and the thought of elaine and cissy leaving singapore evoked a sense of, i don't know. just can't bear to see them leave i guess. stayed over at lung's place last ngiht and we had a really long talk before sleeping. the only thing he said that kept resurfacing in my mind was "don't send me off at the airport when i leave". i didn't plan to do that neither. i'll cry man. i'll fuckin cry like a big baby. sigh. he's planning to leave this country for italy in about 2 yrs time and yea, we don't know when he'll be back or if he will even be back..! i don't even dare to even think about being in the future with him cos frankly speaking, i'm scared that i'll just end up getting hurt ultimately. my 3 ladies came up with stupid ideas then of asking me to leave my country and go to italy with him. that had never occurred to me bcoz i didn't think i'll be that crazy over him. haha. but now... tsk tsk. it's an entirely different story. i may just leave with him. but it's a l'il dumb eh... shall see how. 2 years is still a loooooong way, things definitely won't stay the same...
angela's sitting right beside me now in the school lab and she was like "writing grandmother story ah?". stupid bitch. ehehe. i enjoy writing but not stories of my gramma okiee.... =P love ya angel.. u never fail to brighten up my day with ur presence. u r my SUNSHINE! =D
Layne.. wad's wrong with u.. y r u feeling all so lousy out of the blue? call me if u need to talk.. always here..! n dun be upset ler... i'll let u bathe at my place next time okie.. =)
Qeite < 2:39 PM
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
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irritating.
grr.. couldn't get my previous post up!! n it got deleted. fuck man. now i've lost all mood to write bcoz u just can't seem to express urself like how u could the first time round. wadeva the case is, i'm nevertheless still gonna type something out.
well, i met layne yesterdae for linner (lunch+dinner) and i must say that it's been sucha long time since we went out! love ya babe. it was enjoyable. n thanks for making a trip down to the hotel with me. u're the besttttt! bcos of that, i've got a debtor on my list, finally!! raffles hotel!! u fuckin owe me my pay!! hiakz.
anyway, bcos we're on some kinda "no shopping for us" principle, layne n i didn't buy nuts, just went to zara to try some dresses n clothes which were supposed to discourage us from buying them, but enticed us instead. shit man. luckily we were able to escape from the clutches of money-sucking zara but i can't help but think about the clothes the entire day... geez. wad to do wad to do wad to do... i'm officially broke. =~(
oh yea, by the way, let's talk about sleeping. are ur eyes open when u sleep? mine does! well i think many do. it's just that they don't realise it. but somehow i got to know from a ex bf waaaay back n i kinda discovered that my bro n love have got their eyes opened when they sleep as well! how fascinating. no wonder cyndi says that it's possible to master the art of sleeping with ur eyes open, which is meant to help u to tide thru boring lectures. but it's ridiculous to master the art of sleeping with ur eyes open n pretend to write as well. dumb-ass.
n i always find it nice to watch people sleep. regardless of who they are or what they are. because they just look so serene and at peace and contented u know.. everyone seems to look their best during sleep. except me. i tink i look like total shit when i sleep becoz i sleep with my mouth open (i'll get breathless if i breathe using my nose when i sleep n eventually suffocate myself) and i drool, i think. n i've even attempted to take pictures of myself while fakin sleep. it's simply horrendous.
now drooling is not something disgusting alright. it just goes to say how much saliva ur glands are producing n that u can't possibly swallow it down when u're sleeping sideways, or worse, facing down. one way to find out if u drool in ur sleep!!!! remove ur pillow case, see if ur pillow has got yellow stains on it. if so, congratulations! u're a drooler! it's not something bad.. only that it stinks if u were to smell it. haha. nuff said. i'm not gonna type further.
Qeite < 12:27 AM
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