Sunday, January 30, 2005
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gosh. my whole body is aching. all thanks to napfa.
read de title pls... my neck hurts, my arms hurt, my back hurts, my abs hurt, my thighs hurt, my calves hurt, all of me hurts. dat's fer not exercising fer god damn 3 years. tsk tsk! ah but just as well.. it's probably a sign to tell me dat it's time to start working out. haha.
well i went to asia-pacific breweries some days back with my colleagues @ raffles hotel n had a wacky time there. everyone was drinking free booze!! ALL booze free!! from tiger to heineken to kilkenny to guiness to erdinger to wadeva!! definitely great fun n we're already deciding to go again! heh heh heh...! will upload the pics as soon as i can i promise yeA?
and i think, indians are attracted to me. bwaahahahaha. did not happen only once but several times already. once was when i was working at longbar n dere was this guest who wanted my number n the other time was when i was at sentosa with elaineeee n this BLACK indian (read: black) was so eager to take our photos. gawd. i can't take it no more. no indians please. no matter how big their dick is, i wun be attracted to them. please do not mis-understand my indian comrades. i do not condemn indians. i only can't accept myself being with n indian. yeah. so no offence theree...
tadah!!! guess wad guess wad guess wad. i.s.a's birthday is coming...! my best frens pls have something in store for me!! i'm waiting n looking forward to it. ahahahaha!
n to my sweetheart: u've been a nice enough man to be there for me fer these days when i've been feeling lousy. i noe where u were coming from for the advice dat u gave me n for leaving me alone when i refused to listen. i noe i noe i noe u were tryin to knock some sense into me then but u noe i was stubborn so u chose to leave me alone. my moodswings were terrible i noe, dat u choose to ignore me. fark u for dat but now i'm fine. our squabbles were silly n childish n come to think of it, it made me laugh. tears, i noe, have got better uses. i'll cry more wisely if there's ever another chance.
Qeite < 5:58 PM
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Friday, January 21, 2005
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sentosa... not!
gawd i feel so guilty. i was supposed to go to sentosa with cyndi, mal, cissy, jie & jack but i realised that it's my mum's birthday today and my family have organised to have dinner together to celebrate her birthday. how could i forget?
u know u've been neglecting your loved one when u've forgotten the day is his/her special day.
i admit. i've been neglecting my mum. sigh. that statement's so true, so true. i'm not finding excuses for myself, or maybe i am, but i can never keep track of dates now. tsk tsk!
back to the sentosa trip. well, cissy couldn't make it at the last minute so that leaves cyn, mal, jie, jack n me. Upon realising the fact that it's my mum's birthday, i was out of the game. jie called me. he n jack are at zhan's house! they woke up late! so that leaves only cyn n mal!! gawd. i feel so bad.
my boobies' names are mork & mindy, what yours? ;P
http://www.blogthings.com/boobiename.html
Qeite < 4:48 PM
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you're gone. *sniffs*
gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone for 5 days. ehehEhe. yeaps, i've started to miss you hunnie. come back fast! n get me my m'sia snackies back!!
anyway, it's my mum's birthday today!!! i have no idea how old she turns today, but it's definitely her special day. when midnight strucked, i skipped to her room like a little girl and pounced on her. "happy birthday mummie!" and gave her a peck on the cheek. "don't you get so mushy now!" she laughed. how i wished i had got her something like what i've always did. but i didn't cos i was broke. utterly broke. i promise to get her something on mother's day. i must i must i must.
have u guys ever looked into the future with ur present loved ones? do you ever think how it'd be like if it was never gonna happen? time sure flies, but in this dynamic world, anything can happen anytime. so what's gonna happen the next minute?
treat ur loved ones like it's your last day on earth.
Qeite < 1:51 AM
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Monday, January 17, 2005
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it's the holidays...!
WhOoOo! Here comes the holidays after a month of studying, celebrating xmas n new year in a school sem. well, can someone just let me know if our break is 2 or 3 weeks? cos i'm not quite sure if we're given another week of holidays for our cancelled educational trip. fill me in alright! =)
anyway, i was just wondering how i'm gonna spend 5 days without the love of my life! shit man. he's the one who brightens up my life, the one who stood by me, the one who'd tolerate my nonsense, the one who'd listen to my rantings n sound me out, the one who tickles me, the one who makes me laugh till i sound like an asthematic, the one who coloured my life. n now, he's going back to kl to visit his family. *sobs* Ah, just as well, it's been ages since he last went back to visit his family n friends. n i was the one who kinda persuaded him to go back if he has the chance to. so i should be glad right? i am glad, but at the same time, not quite.
when he told me he was gonna go back, i was feeling pretty fine n i was kinda happy fer him. but somehow as days go by, i find myself missing him even tho he's still in farkin' singapore. i'll meet him whenever i can n i dun feel like leaving when time's up fer me to go home. silly me, i know. he's ONLY going fer 5 stupid days!!! n i'm reacting like a baby. hahaha. alright alright. i better snap back to reality. so wad i've been doing dese few days was to plan my itinerary for the 5 days he wudn't be ard with me. i'll be werking, going to sentosa, meet my entertaining laydees, do up my project n all. yet i know above these hectic programmes, i'll miss him. ehehehs.
Qeite < 1:48 PM
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
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i look like faye wong now.
thanks wilson for the ride to my place n back to school! well, was supposed to swim with angela n liwen today but somehow liwen couldn't make it n elaine wanted to swim so eagerly that our dear friend wilson drove us back to my place to pick up an extra towel n a set of bikini for elaine!! u're a good driver willie, =). the 3 of us swam a l'il today, dedicating much time talking about endless topics which ultimately got us shivering as we lazed in the pool of chlorinated water. oh yeah, the sun was good n i'm definitely tanner now!! with a tinge of red across my cheeks that makes me "faye". eheHes.
i'm sufferin from insomniaaaaaaa....... wtf. i can't sleep until it's at least 4am in the wee hours of the morning n my blocked n runny nose n ever itchy throat makes it even worse. BUT somehow.. i'm hoping dat i wud get well slower. bcos when i'm sick, i dun have much appetite to eat so i'm praying hard that i'd be able to shed some weight off by the lunar new year. haHaHa, i noe it's pretty dumb to rely on dat, but i've started my exercise regime as well!!
Qeite < 2:36 AM
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
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*sick*
alright. guess wad? i'm sick. yeah. how pathetic.i just feel breathless the moment i start coughing and the point is, i'm coughing frequently so i'm feeling out-of-breath almost all the time. i tried using an inhaler but it didn't help. probably it's because i didn't know how to use it properly. sigh. let's hope and pray hard it's not gonna get any serious. I duwanna be asthmatic.... =(
tabulation makes me mad. i kept losing count of the number of responses and i gotta start counting right from scratch and it's making me dizzy. but i think i gotta conclude that i'm gettin unhealthy. know why?
i'm always feeling lethargic and tired no matter how much i sleep, i fall sick pretty easily now, in comparison to the past. i'm gonna start an exercise regime to keep myself healthy n trim! aAHah. we'll see how long it lasts yea. i just wish for myself to lose a substantial amount of weight before CNY arrives. keKE.
Happy Birthday, Haze. You've been a fabulous friend. =)
Qeite < 6:33 PM
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Friday, January 07, 2005
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beautiful fridayyyyy. eheh
thank gawd it's friday. i have managed to get past a week again. i used to dread a new beginning of a week, you know the usual monday blues. but now it seems as tho i'm racing against time. time seems to fly real fast that when you look back n think wad u've actually done for the past week, you realise that nothing significant was done. maybe some of you out there indeed got something done, but not for me.
i've always wanted to be an organised person but somehow, i can
never be. my room will always be in a mess, my bag will always be a doraemon bag, my hair can never be once styled properly, my wallet will always be heavy n fat not with dollar notes but receipts n useless
"get 12 chops n have a free drink on us" cards, my academic work will never be done with nice and neat layouts n all. n best of all, my undies n bras are always strewn all over the floor of my room. How pathetic can i be huh? n since i've made a new year resolution to never make any more new year resolution 2 years ago, i've been abiding by it. Haha. So let's hope the chinese new year will get me started on spring cleaning. *prays hard*
N!!! i'm so gonna be hardworking. guess wad? after i finished today's entry, i'm gonna deal with my irritatin CPM proposal, my psychology exploration report n the damn semester paper.
Congrats to me. i'm so proud of myself.
Qeite < 5:58 PM
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
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Sheesh.
This is a meaningless title. Because i've got nothing to remark with a "sheesh". Ok, maybe i do.
Sheesh, i can't think of a better topic to blog about.
sheesh, CPM is definitely drivin' me nuts now. We consulted the
guru tutor regarding our survey questions before we embarked on our expedition to survey and yea, feedbacks were given and all and she said everything would be okay so long as we amend it according to what she told us. and yes, we did what she said and even sent a copy of our revised survey questions.
sheesh, No reply came, so we started the damn survey on the streets of orchard on a tuesday and she replied on wednesday!
sheesh, yahOo. Wonderful. Marvellous. Simply fantastic. n what was her reply? Sufficient enough to make my farkin' group redo everything, i guess.
!$@&#@(%%$^$#% sheesh, I HAVE GOT NOTHING TO SAY EXCEPT:
!#@!@$&#%*#%&$%*%^&$. Thank You.
See? The wonders of
sheesh.
Qeite < 11:15 PM
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Monday, January 03, 2005
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Back in action.
Ok. i'm back after 5 months of disappearance. aHaha. What have i been up to? well. it pissed me off the last time when the skins i wanted to use so much couldn't be used!!!! WTF?! n den, i stopped. Well, after chen chin and sheng's motivation, i kinda got myself back here to blog. again. Feels kinda weird, tho. haha
Welcome 2005. Whoa. What a year 2004 had been! i wouldn't wanna go on n on about what has happened and all cos i'm just plain lazy to type write now. EHehe.
I'm taking Italian with effect from 18 jan 2005 n it costs me a whopping $430! i'm taking the language over at the italian embassy over at united square. And guess what the italian teacher asked me? She couldn't figure out how to pronounce my name so to make it easier for her, i'm calling myself I-sa. It took me a hell lot of time to come up with this name alright. You might wanna noe some of the names that i've shortlisted.
Renee. Leia. Gladys. Cressida. Izzy. Isaiah. Gwen. Heidi. Paige. Seraphina. Cara. Adele. And a hell lot which i've obviously have forgotten. =P
Alright. now that elaine's here, i can stop blogging. I will come back. soon. i'm sure.
Qeite < 4:12 PM
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